Still 4 days to go and I will be in the US! I'm excited but nervous. It will be my first time travelling alone and it won't be as scary as it seems to me but I guess it's just frealing me out a bit. I have this vision sitting next to an awful person in the airplane, and if that happens I will be stuck with that person for at least 7 hours! It makes me freak out even more...LOL. Not to mention that I'm an awful person myself when it comes to airplanes and subway systems...I see danger everywhere...Like last year in London a few weeks after the bombing in the underground...I didn't want to go in the subway but my friend forced me to go in...so there I was sitting in the carriage as scared as I could be..
On our way back from London to Amsterdam I was sitting next to an emergency exit in the airplane...so I told my friend: "If we ever need that exit I can't open it cause I'm scared"...and she said to me: "Well if we need it, you will open it, I'm sure". I'm such an idiot at times..
You lose a friend, you win one
Why are friends friends if they sometimes just suck!?! Maybe this is a little bit harsh but sometimes it makes me wonder why things aren't the way they should be regarding friends. I'm blessed that I have friends! And with most of them I became friends in primary school.
I have my own opinion but I just hate fights! I try to prevent fights all the time...Having a fight with a friend about something stupid reminds me of the years that I couldn't get along with my parents. And those years were awful!
So I can truly say that I don't argue with my friends and don't want to get in a fight with them. But there's always one particular group of friends that just can't help it but there's always something going on there! And sometimes I question myself if that is just normal and why I'm still friends with them...But I just cqn't give them up...My mom always says: "Sometimes you lose a friends and sometimes you win one"...maybe that's just the way of life! And I, I have to get used to that!
I have my own opinion but I just hate fights! I try to prevent fights all the time...Having a fight with a friend about something stupid reminds me of the years that I couldn't get along with my parents. And those years were awful!
So I can truly say that I don't argue with my friends and don't want to get in a fight with them. But there's always one particular group of friends that just can't help it but there's always something going on there! And sometimes I question myself if that is just normal and why I'm still friends with them...But I just cqn't give them up...My mom always says: "Sometimes you lose a friends and sometimes you win one"...maybe that's just the way of life! And I, I have to get used to that!
New Blog
For my dutch friends: check my new blog! I will be leaving the netherlands on June 24 and will be returning on August 19.
http://jacinthestates.blogspot.com
http://jacinthestates.blogspot.com
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