Only less than 3 months left and then I will hit the US againJ Well again…it will be my second time in the US but still…I’m very excited, can’t wait to get in that airplane and land in Boston. I’m looking forward to work at Camp Knickerbocker…I have to work there for 7 weeks, but it will be a great experience. I’m also almost finished with college…will be (hopefully) graduated in august/september…and then I will find myself a descent job in media land....LOL
Chris has captured a little bit of my heart with his worshipmusic...His music is full of God and humbleness towards Him! This music draw me close to God! Chris is blessed by God, he's very gifted and follows God's plan, that's what I admire in him.
Isaiah 26:8 "Yes, LORD, walking in the way of your judgments we wait for you; your name and renown are the desire of our hearts."
To everyone who's lost someone they love
Long before it was their time
You feel like the days you had were not enough
when you said goodbye
And to all of the people with burdens and pains
Keeping you back from your life
You believe that there's nothing and there is no one
Who can make it right
There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus
For the marriage that's struggling just to hang on
They lost all of their faith in love
They've done all they can to make it right again
Still it's not enough
For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains
You try to give up but you come back again
Just remember that you're not alone in your shame
And your suffering
When your lonely
And it feels like the whole world is falling on you
You just reach out, you just cry out to Jesus Cry to Jesus
To the widow who struggles with being alone
Wiping the tears from her eyes
For the children around the world without a home
Say a prayer tonight
Note: I just love this song...
Past weekend I went to a youth weekend of the church that I normally go to. Haven’t been there lately because of my intern and of the fact that I’m not home that much.But anyway In the first place I didn’t want to go to the weekend because I need my weekends to sleep in and to relax because of the crazy weeks I’m having at my internship. But several people told me to go. At least 3 people said to me that I had to go, and still I had my doubts. Then I had a dream, I dreamt about the youth weekend… Very strange….Anyway I decided to go despite my worries of being tired and not knowing a lot of people. I can say right now that it was an awesome weekend. I have so much energy right now, while I am so tired. Haven’t slept much because I was in a room with 4 other girls and some guys decided to visit us in the middle of the night…They stayed for over 1 hour, and then they (luckily) left. I over thought a lot of things this weekend. I growth so much in my relationship with God. And I experience Him in so many aspects of my life. But still our relationship with God will never stop growing, it’s a continually process. I’m not always that close to God: Ik mis je is a great TV program but there’s just so much grieve. And I can handle it, but still I don’t understand why some people have to die so early.
I’ve growth so much as a person over the past months by working for that TV program. I love the stories that people tell about a loved one that died, those stories are full of love an d affection for that person, it’s so beautiful. And it’s beautiful how people can feel that God is part of their life and that He’s the shoulder to cry on. Amazing!