Credits picture: Dennis Vooijs
Past weekend I went to a youth weekend of the church that I normally go to. Haven’t been there lately because of my intern and of the fact that I’m not home that much.But anyway In the first place I didn’t want to go to the weekend because I need my weekends to sleep in and to relax because of the crazy weeks I’m having at my internship. But several people told me to go. At least 3 people said to me that I had to go, and still I had my doubts. Then I had a dream, I dreamt about the youth weekend… Very strange….Anyway I decided to go despite my worries of being tired and not knowing a lot of people. I can say right now that it was an awesome weekend. I have so much energy right now, while I am so tired. Haven’t slept much because I was in a room with 4 other girls and some guys decided to visit us in the middle of the night…They stayed for over 1 hour, and then they (luckily) left. I over thought a lot of things this weekend. I growth so much in my relationship with God. And I experience Him in so many aspects of my life. But still our relationship with God will never stop growing, it’s a continually process. I’m not always that close to God: Ik mis je is a great TV program but there’s just so much grieve. And I can handle it, but still I don’t understand why some people have to die so early.
I’ve growth so much as a person over the past months by working for that TV program. I love the stories that people tell about a loved one that died, those stories are full of love an d affection for that person, it’s so beautiful. And it’s beautiful how people can feel that God is part of their life and that He’s the shoulder to cry on. Amazing!